Angry at pain

Angry at pain

Appreciating moments of light in this ever growing darkness slowly creeping up his spine

I beg for it to take you no more …….you are pissing me off

Not now,
Now I put on the battle armour and stand in the front line of this war

I will gird my loins with the hope once held, now long gone in moments of truth and reality

I will use your words as my shield and protect even you from those direct blows on your bonesFuck all who wants a piece of a my broken half,

your mine

Stay away from the heart I carry in my hands

You coward, Death

Feeding on him when my comfort is exhausted

Face my fucking angry blade, scorn beyond what you can envisage,

You snake!! Trying to make him cower as if he is week

Slithering into his shoulders in my absence

I will sheath him with all of me 

I know that holding on is not something I can do forever

But you,
you in your cloak and scythe,
you will have to pry him from these fingers and cut off the arms that hold him here

I will intertwine the fibers of my soul with his, to make new the gifts you try and take from him

So Fucking leave him Alone.

                                                                                                                                              LAA